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Enough heartI just haven't enough heart to do it.
Forgive me, but I can't
and it's because of everything that you meant to me.
I know you are waiting.
Under the rain, under the same sun.
And same night.
Maybe I am wrong, maybe it's colder to you.
But I can't do nothing...
I still think about so many things you said
and all the promises I have broken.
All the times we lied to each other.
And I left you in the dark.
It's not fair.
But I can't tell you the truth.
What kind of value would have
to say that I tried?
It's a fact.
You wouldn't believe me anyway.
And if you would.
That wouldn't make me feel better.
It's okay, now that we're both hurt
There's no need to cry and blame us,
we could just go by separate ways
But I'm such a coward.
And I still have a heart that feels
Not a stone, like some other people has.
That's why I can't say goodbye.
TripCome with me, far away
from this world
nobody will see us,
far behind your secrets and mine.
I won't pretend
to break my poor heart again.
You won't lie
because there's only truth
in your eyes.
My new friend,
I wish my verses could die on your skin
like my kisses try to do.
Wish my words could reach your embrace
like my heart did in that cold starry night.
Our sky was covered of milk and diamonds
surrounded by pure black.
And now nothing will break this silence
because it's ours too.
The world will stop just because
this is more than a simple meeting
it's my soul in yours
but your soul in mine.
It can be for two as well.Why wait with the angst running through your veins
and paint your soul with the deepest blue
When it can be a game for two?
I'll be yours as long you'll be just mine.
Whenever you can kiss me with the same lips that open in red laughter
and are brave enough to tell the truth, I'll trust you.
So if you ever need shelter you won't have to knock twice.
If you want love you won't have to beg.
Because I'll be your sun through the rain
and everything to embrace this love
and you'll be the mirror where i'll find the same
you'll be my moon, my very own refugee
my night, my stars and all my hope.
It's not too much what I ask for,
what I dream of, because it can come true.
I know it requires simply two souls.
So come and hold my hand whoever you are
before I'm gone.
I Fell AsleepI fell asleep
In the arms of the enemy.
My worst mistake,
As I let his words get to me.
I left my life
In the hands of a killer.
I trusted my blood
To a man who's a murderer.
I closed my eyes
As he lulled me away.
I loosened my grip
As he began to sway.
I fell asleep
In the arms of the enemy.
I lost my life,
but I lost my life willingly.
wishing wells and pumpkin shells
coffee with mint cream
wedding bells and magic spells
life is but a dream
mother says it's rain today
drought's been sixteen years
pigs will fly and cats will stray
seventeen brings tears
hooting owls and leopard prowls
burn the midnight sun
men with jowls eat fattened cows
never had such fun
father says it's time to go
new year's 'round the bend
can't be late for nature's show
fish-face now the trend
dreamer's dream and lover's love
wishing time would fly
blue moonbeam on heaven's dove
hope I never die
Needle of the PineYou're a needle of the pine, my dear -
a poking of the spine, a narrow rod
to gently prod my heart in waters brine.
And when I fall, you pull me tall
to bask in heaven's shrine, for what you are
'tis not sub-par, my needle of the pine.
Without MythologiesWithout Mythologies
If I could, I would make you a raging river,
With angry rapids supplied with rain
So you could always meander, and forever be able to run away
Without contending with myths wrongly interpreted - with pain.
- John K. Samson
We’re watching the sun drown in a lake,
your eyes are far away and you say you wish
you were the wind.
You stretch out your arms like tired old wings,
and say you hope one day the sky
will just swallow you up. In that last sliver
of light, I tell you that you have it all wrong.
You could never be something so invisible as wind,
(It’s cool breathe makes us shiver,)
If I could, I would make you a raging river.
I’d turn your fingertips to salty spray,
your bones to smooth
Your lips would kiss the ocean each day,
your gut would fill with fish and frogs.
Your fidgeting toes never forced still again.
I’d turn your heart into a waterfall,
And last of all I’d make
those rushing waters from your brain,
LoveThis torturous feeling that engulfs my heart
And sends me spiraling into the dark
This chide that repeats itself within my mind
And berates me with remarks of what I sought to find
Dead and asleep, I have walked this earth
This waltz of sorrow I’ve repeated since birth
But the steps started to change, as I grew
And as I felt my hand being grabbed, I knew
That something unknown to me would soon grow
A feeling within me, that’s both friend and foe
The empty space has been filled
And open the door to that once sealed
Cupid’s arrow hit its mark
And sent me spiraling into the dark.
Backwards HateAnd that is the truth.
I don't love you.
it is simply senseless to say
you are a positive and critical thinker.
an inept, naive person,
you're most definitely not
very smart and clever.
instead, you are
ignorant and foolish,
mindful and attentive.
you make people
hateful of you,
trying to be a positive influence.
forever shall I find you
achieve only little in life,
never striving to
be unique and creative.
that's why it's not hard to believe that you aim to
"only be mediocre, untalented and uninteresting."
backwards thinking to ever tell you
"you are worthy of love."
(now read in reverse)
SanityThe walls of this place were white,
Sanitation and cleanliness were no doubt at play.
Walking through them I search for the light,
Lost forever in this building, searching for the day,
The one where I would no longer be lost.
The rooms were empty,
Not a soul but for the ones at rest.
I wouldn’t say I felt guilty,
But what I had done, I would address,
And realize my action’s cost.
Continuing through these halls,
I can’t help but look at the paint.
I remember the red smears on the walls,
The copper scent lingering still and faint,
Yet luckily those memories I tossed.
I pass on, leaving behind this phenomenon.
I see a shred of the sun’s rays,
And quickly I leave my role of false surgeon.
Behind me the blood of my past lays,
Leaving it to the cold and frost.
Still With YouFogged breath upon pink lips —
Hidden cyan eyes…
A fading touch on finger tips
And hushed cries.
Gallons of dirt tossed into the ground,
Layering—stack upon stack.
Six feet under where a body is found,
Faced forward, lying on their back
Pinkish cheeks align a face,
Where a story in sunset eyes is told.
Fiery hair caresses the face.
They breathe out fog in the cold.
The expression upon that young form
Is vague in emotion.
These eyes held the story of a storm
That spoke of utter devotion.
The time of the past is slowly fading
And a plea is spoken out softly.
“Let me be still with you…” they tried persuading,
But a resting heartbeat leaves them lonely.
Only do they wish for it become true
And find out what they mean.
“Let me be still with you…”
Oh, how those words aren’t serene.
Shadows of the BluesAlways coming back
to the shadows of the blues.
Remembering and hoping
there's more than a closed door now.
More than music
it was the feeling
which left trapped anyone
between your charms
making your guitar cry
at the same time you gave
stories from your soul.
You still there
somewhere, deep inside in people's heart...
Your art will come to mind.
Whenever someone needs to feel
in that sensation again.
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Lilyas has dedicated herself to making our community a brighter place with her vibrant artwork and infectious enthusiasm for interacting with others in our community. It has certainly paid off, as many deviants flock to her page on a daily basis to let her know how much of an inspiration she is. We absolutely agree, and couldn't let all that hard work go without recognition, so it's with great pride that we bestow the Deviousness Award for March 2014, to ... Read More