Enough heart

I just haven't enough heart to do it.
Forgive me, but I can't
and it's because of everything that you meant to me.
I know you are waiting.
Under the rain, under the same sun.
And same night.
Maybe I am wrong, maybe it's colder to you.
But I can't do nothing...
I still think about so many things you said
and all the promises I have broken.
All the times we lied to each other.
And I left you in the dark.
It's not fair.
But I can't tell you the truth.
What kind of value would have
to say that I tried?
It's a fact.
You wouldn't believe me anyway.
And if you would.
That wouldn't make me feel better.
It's okay, now that we're both hurt
There's no need to cry and blame us,
we could just go by separate ways
But I'm such a coward.
And I still have a heart that feels
Not a stone, like some other people has.
That's why I can't say goodbye.